To prevent myself from deteriorating as a good, happy person
I’ve started taking action
and erasing all these shit heads in my life
GOOD BYE SHIT HEADS
no more meat head idiot T in my life
no more cheating crazy B in my life
now if i could get the child off my back. i’ve blocked him everywhere but my phone, and he continues to torture me everyday via text.
he doesn’t get how much sense he doesn’t make. [MOST LIKELY CAUSE THEY ARE LIES] and how miserable he makes me. all the great sex and sweet nothings will never be enough for the pain he puts my heart through. i’m trying so hard to be strong, fight my heart, and listen to my head. I’ve been really good. his constant reminder that hes a STOOSHBAGAMUS has helped. enjoy your lies, and drugs, and infinite sadness you call your life.
I feel like weight is off my shoulders.
I feel lighter, full of good energy. Full of hope and satisfaction with my decisions for once.
I’ve also come to realize that Andrew was the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. But i knew that from the start. He was the only one who didn’t break my heart. We just started to drift apart. He gives me hope for some good, sane men out there. Thank you.